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Confessions of a Miserable Bastard

by Cyphre Louis

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1.
Lonely bastard it used to be my name lonely bastard mama´s burning shame lonely bastard the poorest of the poor lonely bastard mama´s burning shame The way I used to walk words I used to talk the way I used to fight mama´s burning shame For every step I took force of evil on my trail my childhood marked by crook An old man had mercy on me and said take this gun and begone and never ever look back I was rambling, seeking a destination to settle down my ass and earn some goddam reputation On cold misty night I walked in the town called Luttenberg one hell of a place to commit a sin For locals I was a con or private eye malicious gossips spread out they made me look even worse than devil`s spy lonely youngun It used to be my name lonely youngun mama´s burning shame There was a man I had to bust I aint asked for a reason as long as the price was right He was a decent and honest man I felt sorry for him that feeling vanished in a moment When the glorious church bells rang urgent measures were called for I sent that man to a chain gang lonely youngun It used to be my name lonely youngun mama´s burning shame
2.
Long ago I met an old man Lying in a street in a pool of blood Some bully tried to be smart Treating an old man very hard I caught the boy and put a gun at his skinny head His frozen eyes scared to death Inner voice told me not to shoot So I smashed his mouth tooth by tooth A medical treatment in the nearest bar Six glasses of whiskey and cynar And dozen bottles of bear for thirst The old man hesitating what to drink first The jolly good old fella never wailed being executive producer in jail A skilful electrician and believe it or not He knew how to tie a firm knot All folk around fell on their knees Laughing heartily through the tears At the joke about jailbird´s last words Seconds before the poor guy leaving this world I am hangman´s saviour He owes me a favor
3.
The last guest disappeared in the night Just she and me left inside The harvest of solitariness in barman´s hand He was counting, it wasnt so bad She was drinking red wine, glass by glass all that time Mumbling and yelling with her closed eyes The tune of a love song dragged up her memories in realtime She staggered to my table and gently took my hand We were dancing in a bar Among chairs and tables closely tied The smell of her breath and cheap parfume, that was her style She fell asleep against my chest
4.
In the middle of the square in the outfit of the groom the pillar of black death casting a shadow against my back there are children set in a row and the people that I know tossing red flowers in the air destiny never fails gunshot! gunshot! gunshot! at the far end of the Tunel of redness blood stain on her white wedding dress red flowers fall on the ground with that unbearable noisy sound the time stop for a moment a picture of a man with malicious grin I roar out a single, cry of laughter Tears like acid burn my face
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Tired and fed up with being every day drunk I`ve decided to produce a well known trade mark I took up when my father passed away, he used to work so hard Whatever happens bury me in our family vineyard Whatever happens bury me in our family graveyard Vineyard is my graveyard Vineyard is my grave For my bones won´t find place elsewhere I planted vines all over the ground Dead sure they would soon enrich my account My father would be proud cause Ive worked like a horse I treated everyone without remorse I just hoped that I and my Lord wouldnt regret Vineyard is my graveyard Vineyard is my grave For my bones won´t find place elsewhere The knuckles of hard times pounded on my door Bacteria bit in my laboured splendour So I declared chemical war on this disease I purchased mean toxins God help me please I just hoped that I and my Lord wouldnt regret Vineyard is my graveyard Vineyard is my grave For my bones won´t find place elsewhere Soon after the celebrating victory of war Dark clouds in the sky came from the west The unseen storm demolished all what worth living for God, you crossed me, Im not your servant anymore Now I drink beer and whiskey all days long For my last physical deed I have to be mentally strong You know I have to dig a six feet deep hole cause I wanna lay down next to my family whole
7.
it was my routine night expedition to accomplish a long-felt lustful mission and I had been in all sorts of places full of sleeky men with dull pale faces as I was struck by a sight of apparition o holly christ she was a divine creation suddenly I felt a surge inside as the devil claimed my inflamed pride so I steeped my lips in wine come hell or high water she shall be mine the wine intervention relieved my tension I approached and gave her all my best lines But the words failed me within her gaze A guy across the table was getting all her praise and I whispered into her ear so quiet that also others could hear »creator gave him a handsome face and build but he held back a little on the brains« I couldnt let gods gift die in my belly It is His will that wine makes me merry I punched him square in his pretty face his nose shone in red as if set ablaze it looked like a tight match but guy left the place without another scratch
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Kirk 03:41
Deep voice of Kirk left me a message I´ve got job for you His lady ran away with the money Kirk was pissed off like hell Oh Kirk was bad, oh Kirk was mad Kirk was highly recommended for kicking your ass I went to some backward place Where even the devil would feel disgust She sat there behind a smoking curtain Casting glimpses to desperate men I caught a sparkle in her blue eyes All of sudden we got stuck in bed Amid all those deep passions We forgot that Kirk was mad Oh Kirk was bad, oh Kirk was mad Kirk was highly recommended for kicking your ass It supposed to be a love story I saw that picture in my dream When I opened my lids in the morning She lay dead strangled next to me I heard Kirk laughing Serving me breakfast and a cup of tea His hands took her last breath away But Johnny law would be after me I imagined myself waiting in a death row He proposed a hellacious deal »Sell your soul to the devil Or this is your last decent meal For 21 grams of junk You´ll be worthless dick no more« You liked me because you could use me You could use me because I was smart Now I´m not smart anymore You bastard take me to hell
9.
Will I ever be redeemed? Would you be my guide? When the right moment comes? My eyes wide shut can see my dark past My wounds are healing but I´m cold and I´m hot Do I feel relief? Corrupt the God and pray for mercy Betray the man, steal his soul and run Angel will appear, he will show you the way
10.
It´s true, I crossed the line Yeah, I committed a capital crime My wanted plastered face with a scar Decoration of a wasted town What are you staring at With your bulged eyes I´m your local star Your hope, your desire A fantasy of unchained life I was invited on the stage as a guest of honor at the necktie party Choir sang with angels voice The plaintive song of my choice: There´s no room for me in heaven It is too cold for me in hell There´s no room for me in jail Why for hell did you have to pray for me? Old fella cut the ground from under my feet My fragile neck cracked, and bare feet went swinging Hangman´s lips curved into a smile cause the man with the grin is a man who shall win

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released January 1, 2013

Cyphre Louis:

Miloš Bavec - guitar
Petar Makovec - double bass
Damir Kotnik - drums
Andrej Horvat - vocal

Recorded at Studio M.R.K.
Design by Vitomir Kaučič
Album izdan v samozaložbi (2013)

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Psychobilly band from Ljutomer, Slovenia.

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